Everytime I tell myself I’m giving up on you, you go and say things like this. Ugh.

He makes me feel special.

I swear we act like we’re dating.

This was said to me last night, and it literally made me go from a shit mood to happy in .5 seconds.

I love it when he says things like this to me. There really are some nice guys out there still!

Honestly-

I don’t care what I’m going to be put through when he goes over seas. It would be worth it. It’s a hard decision to make, but I want this. More than anything. I think we’re strong enough for it, I really do. Seeing him tonight made me so happy. I literally had a smile on my face the entire night. Hugging him for the first time just, ugh. I melted. I didn’t want to let go, and he wasn’t letting me go. Tonight was just perfect on so many levels. We both want to get back together, I honestly hope we do. <3